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So I definitely said the last entry of mine was well, the last. :p Well bitches, that's not the case. You see, I made those irrational statements when I was going home to no-internet-land, but look at me now! This bitch is back up and runnin' ARE YOU LOVIN' IT? badabababaaa.

Anywhore! So actually...not much has happened since I left my mother's house. I've had some crazy nights which I'm still regretting, so let's not think about the past. Actually - there is something in the past that I wanna focus on: I GOT A NEW FREAKIN' FRIDGE. Oh you guys, it's SO dope, you don't even know! It's all stainless silver and woooo. I love it. It's got a special spot on the door for the milk. How freakin' cool. So yeah yeah, I'm getting excited over a fridge. WELL! I had a stupid mini fridge as our main fridge (it's my bedroom now, teehee!) for like, 6 months. Change is good, baby.

Okay so yeah...now that I have the internet, things are gonna be different. Change gon' come. Actually, I can't even guarantee I'll keep this, but I have pictures to post later...MAYBE. I shall return.

Mood: calm calm
Jams: Death Cab for Cutie - "Crooked Teeth"

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Ah, so I promised myself I would update this silly thing before I left on Thursday. So ah, here is the entry. Perhaps my last entry for awhile, so enjoy it biatches.

So I'm going to LA on Friday. I leave Thursday night, I'll be in Vegas then, then early Friday morning I'll arrive in LA. It's like one of my dreams coming true. And you know who I best meet? Britney. Damn straight. And if I see Nicole, I'll hand her a cheeseburger. If I see Lindsay, I will throw a cheeseburger at her and tell her to shove it up her ass because she ate my dog. :(

ANYWHO! So all I've accomplished today is waking up and eating Chef Boyardee and Doritos. I'm so lazy today. My step-brother Robbie and his girlfriend flew into Vegas from Florida this past weekend and they came down here (Utah) to stay for a couple of days.

So I suppose I should talk about my trip to the Grand Canyon. Well, y'all have seen it before, I assume and that's about there was all to see. It was indeed breathtaking, but after you see it, you've seen it. I don't understand why I saw people from Japan, Canada and Florida there, but hey - whatever floats their boat.

Ummm...yeah, see this entry is pointless and retarded. Ignore it, :p

Mood: silly silly
Jams: Backstreet Boys - "Rush Over Me"

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Ah so much emotions flowin' through my veins right now. More on that later...I think I have happy things to say!

I just got finished watching "Hitch" with my mom and well...what can I say? I loved it. I feel like I can really relate to homeboy in the movie. Blah, I cried. :p But lately I've been noticing no matter what movie I see, I end up crying. It's a bit silly if you ask me. "The Little Mermaid," which I've watched like 30 times in the past 2 weeks is definitely a tear-jerker. *stifling tears just thinking about it*

So yes...I have arrived in Utah. My plane flew into Vegas Thursday night and I have to admit...it was quite a scary flight! Y'all know (or you should know) I have a fear of flying so it didn't help that there were thunderstorms in St. Louis when I left :p But I will admit, once I got in the air, and all the lights on the plane were off, I was lookin' out the window, watching the lightning light up the sky, and it was like...beautiful. That sounds silly, but it really was. It's a very spiritual moment for me! But it kinda pissed me off...our pilot, which I later found out is supposedly this "big shot" kinda guy, kept making these unnecessary turns and went sideways, and ugh, not necessary. But I landed safe and sound, so here I am today!

So, as of right now, Sunday at 12:42, I will be in LA in exactly 5 days. Thursday is the day I've been waitin' all my life for (?) Perhaps not all my life, but definitely a lot recently. I mean, it's L freakin' A baby. *sigh* I cannot wait. I just cannot wait.

Now I must go. I have instant messages to attend to and I'm just one little person and I can't do everything at once. :(

AND MANDY! Welcome baaaaaaack. Unfortunately my internet is temporary but if we're meant to be friends like I'm pretty damn sure we are, we'll make it through the lack of communication. <333 great to have you back, my oh. MY oh. No one else's. <3

Mood: gloomy gloomy
Jams: Backstreet Boys - "Set It Off"

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Whaddup bitches? O:-)

So everybody...what to say about the recent months of my life? They've been, well, they've been excellent. Most notably, the addition of the Backstreet Boys in my life. April 10th? I saw them live. Oh my! What a glorious day, if I've ever had one! Then their CD coming out on June 14th? It don't get much better than that. *sigh*

But it does get better. On June 22nd (O:-)) I TALKED TO MY LOVE. I say love like it's my job, throwing that word around so freely is quite silly but hey -- it made me happy. 6/22 never fails, bitches.

Oh yeah, I saw Rob Thomas in April too! It was free. He's hot. He made fun of me. How many people can say that? Not a one but me!

But right now, I must go. I'm at Shannon's! Her lover is perfection. He bought us T. Bell. <333 Anyway, I'm going to Vegas on Thursday baby! And also, I'm going to LA :D and I cannot fuckin' (and y'all know it's not like me to say such obscenities) wait. And ummm...I'm like, campin' out at the Grand Canyon next weekend and I can't wait. :D YEAH NIGGA. I mean...YAY!


Mood: drunk drunk
Jams: Backstreet Boys - "Siberia"

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Ahhh, so my first entry in I don't know how long. It feels good to be back (temporarily).

So uh, perhaps you're wondering why I haven't been online. Perhaps you haven't. For those who chose the first option, I moved at the end of February, and since I've moved, I haven't had the internet. It feels like much longer. This silly internet seems to make my days go by quicker.

So! What have I been up to? Hmmm. Well, right now I'm in Utah visiting with my mother and step-father and their computer. It's so nice here. It's like...I dunno, 70 everyday? Not a degree above perfection. I love it. And what's cool is that it really chills down here at night, and everynight so far I've gotten in the hot tub. Love that hot tub. Quite a good investment on my mother's part, if you ask me. The jets are so silly.

The plane ride. EEEEEK! So I haven't flown in a plane since I was 3, and when you're 3, do you really remember riding in a plane? Hardly. I didn't remember anyway. But I was freaking out because I had to fly alone at night and aye, it was just too much! My plane was supposed to leave at 8:10 and arrive at 9:45 or something (time difference - it was actually about a 3 hour flight) but it was delayed 'til 9. Uh, that was fine I guess. It made me a bit more nervous, but whatever. Then it was delayed again 'til 9:45. I was confused as to why, but I didn't wanna know. I got on that silly plane and the pilot was like, "You're probably wondering why we're not moving yet -- we're having some electrical problems." UH. Test of my faith, you best believe it. Anyway, I flew. It was kinda boring.

ARRIVING IN LAS VEGAS WAS THE ABSOLUTE SHIT. It was so exhilerating. Ya know, when Britney said that Vegas was just exhilerating and you wouldn't want to sleep, I thought she was talking crazy, but it was really exciting. Hmmmm, I didn't stay long there but we did manage to get In and Out Burger and it was flippin' amazing. Best cheeseburger I've ever had. Ever.

I'm going back to Vegas on Monday. My plane leaves Tuesday. I'm soooo SO excited. We're going shopping and I dunno, it's just gonna be exciting. I, too, love the Vegas.

I saw a Chippendale's ad. It was hot.

Mood: bouncy bouncy
Jams: Mikalah Gordon - "Son Of A Preacher Man"

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Okay, so Wednesday, I guess it was, my internet died. Died. Dead. Diceased. Gone. I had a virus. I was like, totally not letting me connect to the internet. And whenever I did the CTRL+ALT+DELETE thingie, it popped up and closed immediately. I knew something was wrong! It sucked. Anyway, tonight I did a full system recovery so EVERYTHING was gone! All of it. Everything. I've got a lot of catching up to do!

I want to plays The Sims. :-[

OH! STORY! So Thursday my dad picked me up from school and on the way home, he runs out of gas. Not only that, but our cell phones got turned off that day too, a couple days early...in Clayton, of all places! That place is busy as shit. He runs out of gas completely, and we had to push his truck in some parking lot. We walked to a bank and used their phones and he called his insurance company and they came and brought gas. It was so embarrassing/funny/silly. I enjoyed it. It was cold but I was like "Whatever, it's just a little cold!" I felt like an explorer. If an explorer was looking for gold, would they give up because it was cold? Hell no!

I got "Details" with Kevin (Federline, biatches), and the interview is f-ing wonderful. This is the cutest thing ever:

About 15 minutes into the discussion, Britney, who had just finished a workout a bit early, decided to join in.

Britney: Babe, am I talking too much?
Kevin: Yeah, go away. [He laughs and hugs her]
Britney: Is it okay if I stay? I miss you when I'm not with you.

And Britney said something SO true, so true:

"I think a lot of Americans ant to sit there and know they are being taken care of by the president. They don't want to think about war and death. This is just me thinking here, but I don't think a lot of people want to face the reality of what's going on in the world. They want to be entertained. It's like a distraction. People want to live a fantasy. You know what I mean? So Kevin and I, or any celebrities, are a distraction."

Love her.

So today I bought my Green Day tickets. I'm so worried. I got floor tickets. Actually, general admission floor...there's going to be a mosh pit. I'm going to die. I bought them at Famous Barr so that was at the mall so afterwards I just shopped...for too long. My right leg started going numb and I felt like I was going to pass out. It was a weird feeling. I didn't like it. I replinished my health with a nice 20oz of Coca-Cola.

After I got home from the mall, I walked up to The Loop (one of the last times I'll be able to do so...*tear*) 'cause Shannon was there! And Brianna! And Joey (I don't know him but I figured I should mention him). We went to umm...oh! the silly comic book store. They had gay comics *snickers* AND OMG THIS REALLY RAUNCHY ONE. It was this girl and she was like "I had sex with my mom's boyfriend." Uh, it was definitely "mature." Then we went to Starbucks and mmmm. "Coach Carter" Monday, possibly. WE SHALL SEE, PEEPS.

After all that, I came home to do laundry. I can say this knowing I'll probably never say it again, but I don't feel like doing laundry right now.


Mood: tired tired
Jams: Jennifer Lopez - "Cherry Pie"

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Okay, I'm piassed. I got these jeans at Hollister and they didn't fit. That's fine. That's my fault. So today after school I went back to exchange them and I was in a hurry so I just asked some girl (who worked there, she should be good at this shit) to get me a 30/32 and she was like "Okay!" all nice and shit. That girl was frontin'. She handed me the WRONG PAIR of jeans. Completely different color, all that mumbo-jumbo. Now I have to take them back AGAIN. Gah, I'm just SO pissed.

Look at my icon. That's how I feel right about now. "HELL NAW" is what I say too, Ashanti. I say it too.

Mood: aggravated aggravated
Jams: Snoop ft. Justin - "Signs"

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I was supposed to officially start school today but I'm sick so whatever. I went on Thursday (there was no school Friday) and waited in the fucking office ALL FREAKIN' DAY. They kept saying "Your counselour will be here soon," and I was smiled and said, "Okay! Thanks!" Ugh. So then at like, 12:30 (I was there since 9) I was hungry and that was the beginning of C lunch so I was like "Fuck it," then I went to go eat. It was cool. Then I was invited to my old World History class to watch a movie ("Roots") so I went and Mrs. Lorris was so excited to see me. It was a happy moment. Too bad the movie sucked. Kunte Kinte!

Ah, onto happier news. Friday I'm pretty damn sure I'll be seeing "Coach Carter." If not, I'm gonna be pissed. Saturday is Shannon's Winter formal (Turnabout!) which I will hopefully be attending and...and...yeah. Her mom is like, "If anything goes wrong this weekend, you're not going to see Logan for a long time." She's got a bad case of the screaming mimis, that's all I gotta say. Ew. I can't believe I just said that.

Anyway, I'm not supposed to be on the computer 'cause I'm like, grounded or something so I should go. Sorry for the silly entry. I thought I'd come out cool or something, but nope. I like my icon. (?)

Mood: worried worried
Jams: Kelly Clarkson - "Because Of You"

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First things first!

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Anyway. I'm watching "Bringing Down the House" and this is like, one of my favorite movies ever. <3 Q. La is hilarious. OH! Emma's CD? Amazing. Buy it. It's beautiful. As is my icon. Thanks Mandy <3

Mood: energetic energetic
Jams: Emma - "Something So Beautiful"

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You Are 18 Years Old


Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Wooo...18? I was always told I'm wise beyond my years. :p

Ah, so last night was fun. I had plans with Dan, but I guess those fell through. Anyway, so Scott and Shannon came down to The Loop and they went to pick me up and they got so lost. I felt bad. Anyway, everything was closed at The Loop (Sunday night, yo) so we went to my house and watched "American Beauty." I f-ing love that movie. It's glorious.

Here we go, now what?

Mood: crazy crazy
Jams: Mariah Carey - "It's Like That"

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